The Signs From People I Love
The Signs From People I Love
Everyone has their own views of what happens after people pass away. I’ll be honest, I have no concrete belief on where people end up…but I do believe I experience the signs from people I love. Some of them are super common. Like a cardinal or bright bird, signifying that someone is watching over me. Or seeing a butterfly, dragonfly, or ladybug; Okay, can you tell I love the spiritual meanings behind animals?
On November 1st of 2018, my family experienced one: A penny.
Let’s back up. Back in 2012 I was getting ready to volunteer at a football game at N.I.U. As student-athletes we all pitched in at different events. This Saturday was no different. My teammate Ann had picked me up at my apartment. We stopped to get coffee and my phone rang. When Matt, my eventual husband, called me I didn’t expect him to sound so upset. His grandpa Bob, or “Boober” as I learned to call him, had passed away.
I went through the motions at the game. I just felt numb. This was the first time in my adult life that someone I loved had died. I had only seen Boober as “grandpa” for about two years; I ran away from my biological family back in 2010 and Matt’s family took me in. You have to understand…I had a lot of trouble being around nice men. That’s crazy, right? Why would anyone be afraid of a nice man?? I had to be suspicious of nice men in my childhood. Leaving at 18 didn’t magically flip a switch where I felt safe. My father had taught me that as nice as he was, as loving as he could be, he was still a monster. He showed me that men might be kind but you better keep your guard up.
Letting my guard down around my dad was always a mistake.
But Boober was one of the men, along with Norm, Casey, Chuck, and Bob, who changed my perception. These men completely disproved what I had been taught. That men in your family and in power will hurt you when you least expect it. They showed me love and kindness from the moment I dropped into their lives. I was devastated to find out he had passed. Boober was and is still so loved and…
He’s also the one who left that penny at the courthouse.
On that November day Matt, his mother (AKA my best friend), my sister, and myself parked in the back lot of the courthouse. We walked in together, not saying much. To say we were tense would be an understatement. It had taken over three and a half years to get to this point. We were ready to testify. My father was finally going to stand trial.
There was no line to go through the metal detectors so one by one we quickly filed in. In typical fashion, I set off the alarm. I realized it was the metal in my heels so it took me an extra minute to reach the rest of my family. Matt was putting his belt back on but stopped halfway through. He was staring at a bright penny on the table, next to a newspaper from that day.
He picked it up and turned to his mom, “This is Boober right? Julie says she finds pennies from Boober. This is him right?”
Julie, Matt’s aunt and one of Boober’s daughters, had told us about finding pennies from her dad before. Immediately I knew that Boober was there. I really don’t know how to explain it. It was like calm had washed over me and I could feel his presence. From somewhere in the universe he wanted to come to Woodstock, IL to wish us luck and remind us we were not alone. We not only had each other but Boober too. Walking to the State’s Attorney was like night and day compared to our walk from the parking lot. We were talking about the penny, we were smiling, and we were ready to speak the truth.
The Signs From People I Love
FULL TRANSCRIPT. (The following is the full transcript of this episode of The Be Seen and Heard Journey. Please note that this episode, like all BSH Journey episodes, features Victor speaking extemporaneously–he is unscripted and unedited.)
The Signs From People I Love
Have you ever experienced those?
But here’s where it gets really interesting.
So that was my first sign.
The Signs From People I Love